Hi there my little man, happy brithday to you my litle sleeping angel..It's been so hard today without looking at your face and telling you how much i love you, And how much im proud of your turning into a teen, i hate it that i cant do that or even touch you face, or even give you a big cuddle like i do to your other siblings, They hate when i do that to them but unless they tell my mum stop, but u my sleeping boy cant, I sit there all on my own and try to listen to see if i can hear your voice, all i can do is dream of you now your smile your smell ,But the there one think i can say is that your in my heart forever and ever my baby son, So micheal go and have some fun up there today, and make them stars shine tonite to show me that you are smile on me, I give you my heart evey day my son, all my love from your one and only mummy xxxx It's so unfair that you had to go so soon